I Love You Till The End.

For all I thought, I need a new place to stay,

Then I saw that my home is where your smile is.

I thought something else can make me happier,

Then I heard that your laugh is what makes me the happiest.

I thought something different can be my sun,

But I realize that you are my moon that lights me up 
No matter what in my darkest night.

I thought something else is sweeter than you

Then I realize that even you are the cause of my most painful toothache
You are worth suffering for.

I thought that just because something else can make it feel better than you do,

Then and there I felt it, that you are giving me all you've got every day.

And I thought that you're better off without me
And I forgot that I've already given and entrusted you my heart. 
And that's when I realize that you are taking care of it.

YES, I LOVE YOU.
And there is more to it than loving you.

But I will. No matter what it takes, no matter what it'll cost.

As long as you are with me committed and happy living both of our lives 
Until it takes us to the end to live in this world we're in.

No Matter What You Are Going Through

I want to help you face

The demons that you hide

The ones you wrestle with inside

Day by day

Those demons that confuse you

Do hurtful things that bruise you

The ones you don’t reveal to anyone

You can show it to me

I want to take the plunge

To dive into the depths

The deepest darkest depths

Of your soul

To learn the secrets that you keep

Even the ones that make you weep

To hold them to my heart like treasures

And I will keep them locked away for you

I want to look you in the eyes

And be the only prize that you seek

With your hands wrapped up in mine

While our mouths together sigh

And our hearts intertwine

To hear you say, “You’re mine”

And engrave it in my mind

But what I want the most

Out of all that I desire

Is for joy to dance in your heart

And love to fill your life

For happiness to engulf you

So you won’t have to hide the demons

So you won’t have to keep your secrets

Even if I am not the prize you seek

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    I'm not going to make this one too long, but I hope everything that I'll say here will remind you how much you mean to me. 

    NO MATTER WHAT we're both in right now, even though you know it already. I want you to know that I'm always here for you. And always accepted who and what you really are. What ever mood you have, just tell me what you feel. Release all those things that makes you holding back from us. But keep in mind that by letting all those pain go, is also forgiving yourself. 

    Don't worry about me being your ranting bag, I know I should also take care of myself for us. But you know that I am capable of everything that you throw, that's my love for you and that's also handling both of us. Yes giving this to you is hard, but I hope sacrificing this will make you feel better. Not just better, I hope that you can find yourself again. 

    Teka naintindihan mo ba lahat? hehe parang confusing na yung english ko para sa akin. Ang rusty ng grammar. Anyway, I know malalagpasan din natin toh, basta ba kasama kita. Alam ko kaya natin lahat. 

But uhm the most important part is, kahit alam na mo na. Ang pinaka importante sa lahat ay yung pagiging masaya mo. Yung happiness mo.  It makes you who you are, not controlled. And also kasi yan yung mas nakakapag paganda pa lalo sayo, especially pag naka smile ka. I always pray, hope and wait na sana dumating yung time na mapatawad mo talaga ako and nalet go mo na lahat ng sakit. Releeeeaaaase everything that's heavy. Para wala ng nagbobother sayo, para hindi ka na nastestress or nagdodoubt. At para wala ka na ring mabigat na dala. 

    I miss you so much my love. Namimiss na kitang kulitin at lambingin. Namimiss na kita ng sobra lahat lahat, alam ko kasalanan ko kung bakit ka ganito ngayon. But I know if the day comes na ready ka na ulit, eveything will be worth it. At kung ano man eh, basta lagi mong tandaan na andito lang ako. Ay siya jan na lang muna, sabi ko hindi mahaba eh. Hehe. But para sayo tong lahat. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY 23rd MONTHSARY. Ikaw lang mahal, my everything. I love you so much, I always do. And I always will. 

"Whn you find you, come back to me.
Just know I'm here. Whenever you need me , I'll wait for you."

I Will And Will Only Adore You Over Again.

The lights that plaster the city skyline,

Are so daunting to me. 

The beauty that lies among the buildings,

Your face is all I can see. 

Left alone with you on my mind, 

It’s my favorite thing. 

I’ve been alone my whole life,

And with you things are turning out differently.

I’ll try and hold on the best I can,

This reality is so much better than anything I could of planned.

Trust me, darling.

These feelings are diamonds that we were destined to find.

Etched into the walls,

Your always on my mind.

Your eyes are like the ocean,

I wouldn’t mind getting lost in them,

And I wouldn’t mind never reaching the shore.

Believe me, I mean this and more.

You are something that I’ve always adored. 

And I’ll try and hold on the best I can,

This reality is so much better than anything I could of planned.

Trust me, darling.

These feelings are diamonds that we were destined to find.

Etched into the walls,

Your always on my mind.

In Missing Someone, It Is The SOULS..

  When two souls fall in love, there is nothing else but the yearning to be close to the other. 
The presence that is felt through a hand held, a voice heard, or a smile seen.

Souls do not have calendars or clocks, nor do they understand the notion of time or distance. 
They only know it feels right to be with one another.

This is the reason why you miss someone so much when they
are not there— even if they are only in the very next room.
Your soul only feels their absence— it doesn't realize the
separation is temporary.
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Can I ask you something?
Anything.
Why is it every time we say goodnight, it feels like goodbye?
 --Lang Leav 

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I see now why I misses you so much even when we're talking, or when you are sleeping my love.