I want to help you
face
The demons that you
hide
The ones you wrestle
with inside
Day by day
Those demons that
confuse you
Do hurtful things
that bruise you
The ones you don’t
reveal to anyone
You can show it to me
I want to take the
plunge
To dive into the
depths
The deepest darkest
depths
Of your soul
To learn the secrets
that you keep
Even the ones that
make you weep
To hold them to my
heart like treasures
And I will keep them
locked away for you
I want to look you in
the eyes
And be the only prize
that you seek
With your hands
wrapped up in mine
While our mouths
together sigh
And our hearts
intertwine
To hear you say,
“You’re mine”
And engrave it in my
mind
But what I want the
most
Out of all that I
desire
Is for joy to dance
in your heart
And love to fill your
life
For happiness to
engulf you
So you won’t have to
hide the demons
So you won’t have to
keep your secrets
Even if I am not the
prize you seek
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I'm not going to make this one too long, but I hope everything that I'll say here will remind you how much you mean to me.
NO MATTER WHAT we're both in right now, even though you know it already. I want you to know that I'm always here for you. And always accepted who and what you really are. What ever mood you have, just tell me what you feel. Release all those things that makes you holding back from us. But keep in mind that by letting all those pain go, is also forgiving yourself.
Don't worry about me being your ranting bag, I know I should also take care of myself for us. But you know that I am capable of everything that you throw, that's my love for you and that's also handling both of us. Yes giving this to you is hard, but I hope sacrificing this will make you feel better. Not just better, I hope that you can find yourself again.
Teka naintindihan mo ba lahat? hehe parang confusing na yung english ko para sa akin. Ang rusty ng grammar. Anyway, I know malalagpasan din natin toh, basta ba kasama kita. Alam ko kaya natin lahat.
But uhm the most important part is, kahit alam na mo na. Ang pinaka importante sa lahat ay yung pagiging masaya mo. Yung happiness mo. It makes you who you are, not controlled. And also kasi yan yung mas nakakapag paganda pa lalo sayo, especially pag naka smile ka. I always pray, hope and wait na sana dumating yung time na mapatawad mo talaga ako and nalet go mo na lahat ng sakit. Releeeeaaaase everything that's heavy. Para wala ng nagbobother sayo, para hindi ka na nastestress or nagdodoubt. At para wala ka na ring mabigat na dala.
I miss you so much my love. Namimiss na kitang kulitin at lambingin. Namimiss na kita ng sobra lahat lahat, alam ko kasalanan ko kung bakit ka ganito ngayon. But I know if the day comes na ready ka na ulit, eveything will be worth it. At kung ano man eh, basta lagi mong tandaan na andito lang ako. Ay siya jan na lang muna, sabi ko hindi mahaba eh. Hehe. But para sayo tong lahat. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY 23rd MONTHSARY. Ikaw lang mahal, my everything. I love you so much, I always do. And I always will.
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