Hi baby batang makulit na mahal na mahal ko ng sobra. Its our 16th month. Love tayo ng Febuary eh, 28 days lang meron. Hihi.
Hmm una sa lahat dami nating pinagdaanan this month, it gave us a hard challenge. Yung LDR natin, naging LDR lalo nung nawalan ka ng net for 2weeks. It was like riding a roller coaster, even up to now. Kasi riding that extreme roller coaster was a frightening one. I can't never tell, even you can't never tell what might happened. But going after through those hardships, it was also funny kasi if we look back sobrang praning tayo sa isa't isa. Yung way nag pagiging malungkot mo tapos ako, pagtatampo mo at pag nagagalit ka. Thankfully, nalagpasan naman natin yung ride happily. Nakayanan natin yung iba, even from the start. WE'VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT ALREADY. Pero hindi naman tayo papatalo, dahil hindi naman bago sa atin yung babatuhin tayo ng malaking problema ng hindi natin nalalagpasan.
Sorry sa mga kasalanan at mali kong nagawa. I know I've been saying it a lot lately, sana maramdaman mo na sincere ako at pinagsisisihan ko naman po talaga yung maling nagawa ko. Because making you feel bad and hurt, is yung pinakaayaw ko na nararamdaman mo. Dahil iisa lang tayo diba? I feel what you feel, kaya it hurts more pag nararamdaman mo yan and ako yung nagcocause ng pain mo. Sorry I let and did something stupid which is out of your range. Sorry if I'm pushing you slowly to your limitations. Sorry if you're running out of patience. Sorry for making it hard especially to you, ikaw yung may sobrang daming binigay, beyond what I'm seeing and feeling. Sobrang nahigitan mo. Hindi ko sinasabing tatapatan ko, kaya nga I'm so grateful to feel it. Alam mo yan.
Thank you SO MUCH. Sa lahat. Everything. Sa feelings mo, I didn't regret it. Loving you is the most wonderful choice that i've ever made and most beautiful feeling I've ever felt. Sa time that we've made and share. Sa effort. Sa family. Sa acceptance, for who I truly am. And ignorance for the fact na andami kong kasalanan, being insensitive and my flaws, you still care and love me as much as you could.
I LOVE YOU. Sa lahat ng way na pinakita at pinadama ko. In each, every way in right and best way that I could and know. Sa kahit anong aspeto, including your imperfections, furious and rants. Lahat ng bumubuo sa pagkatao mo. Mapaulo gang paa. Mostly your kind and caring heart, and your smile.
